I want to be a cowboy.

No, I'm not just quoting the vandals; I really do want to be a cowboy, although that's besides the point of this post. I just wanted to throw it in there for fun. And ya, there actually is a point to this post. Go me.

Somehow I found myself looking at old blogs again and after re-reading what I wrote last time, I decided that post needed to be moved down a notch to make way for a new update.

I am still confused. I think I always will be, as will the rest of the world... But I think now I at least understand. I won't go into details; they're long, and probably not as interesting as I'd like to think. However, I have gone through a lot this past little while, mostly emotionally and psychologically. I've changed in the past year in more ways than I can count, and I know I'll keep changing, because that's part of life. I've come to realize many things, and honestly I think I've grown up quite a bit. Life and I have a sort of secret understanding now.

Who knows when I'll write again; it's another one of life's mysteries.

Peace.